WE CANCERVIVE THIS ANNA... PLEASE REPOST..

It was perhaps one of the most unstable emotional out bursts i had after knowing that My Friend Anna has it. Yes, my friend is suffering from Cancer. It was too painful for us, her friends, to accept that she has it. We went to the point of questioning God, why Anna? From the thousands of sinners of the city, why allow C to victimized such a wonderful person with no hatred in her heart but love and joy? If it was dreadful for us, it was excruciating for her mom and her family. She has been telling stories about her mom and her breakdowns from all the tests done. It was not easy for Anna see her mom dealing with her Cancer. But we support her.

Before she was diagnosed to have it, her earlier diagnosis was myoma. She is going to have it removed or a total hysterectomy. Anna is a big fan of children. And with it, she’d love to bear a child and have her own. It was uneasy for her to accept it but "what the heck", she said.. "kung talagang hindi eh di wag.. It has to be removed but before operation she has to have clearance thats when the doctors found out about the tumors in the liver. After months of tests ,laboratories, ct scan, biopsy, 2nd opinion in the US, it was then when the doctor told her she has cancer, neuroendoctrine tumor in the pancreas which already metastasize in her liver.

She was different from all the cancer victims I know. Never had she ever shed tears over her situation, but stand tall and strong against it. She didn’t know how to react when her doctor told her about her illness. We also deny it. To the point of celebrating it over pizza and pasta.. "Tara nga mga bakla, Shakeys tayo!"

Her family never failed to support her. Her uncle said, "If there we cannot do anything about it, but fight for it. So instead of questioning God why Her?, we should use the time doing what is need to be done.. “And I agree. So Anna had her first Chemo and we were there.

Anna is still on the battle against Cancer. Her family and her friends are there to support her with this battle. And we know Anna is strong enough to fight it. Go Anna!

Today is her 29th birthday. She is not asking for any gift but prayer. She might be strong and tough but like any other individuals, she also needs help. Anna has to recover from it. Because the world needs her. Her family and her friends need her. And she is too young to give it up. And in behalf of Anna, we are asking everyone to please have a little time to ask God for her healing. A few minutes a day is enough to convince God, Anna has to stay.

And as her friends, although she is not requesting anything from us... we are asking you to please help and support her by sharing your blessings. We are selling BALLER IDs tagged "i-cancervive". For a price of Php100.00, you can be a part of her battle against Cancer. The proceeds will be used for her chemotherapy and other medical procedures. Ask your friends and mates to support Anna by wearing one baller in each arm.

For Orders:
Name: Mitch Canimo
YM id: mitchcanimo
Email: rmitchel_26@yahoo.com
Cellphone number: +639212654877

Please be a great help to others.

And Anna.. we will all fight this battle for you, so stay strong... We love you girl...

Home Alone... and happy

this will be my new daily routine. from home to the office and back

What’s up with me? Nothing much, except that after x months of planning about it, I am finally moving out of my old apartment, all by myself, in a small private room in Oranbo near Dunkin Donuts and Watson, where I will be living with no one else, doing what a lonely happy person like me does. The truth is, I have no problems sharing a shelter with other people, and I even tried it for more than a year. But we sometimes found ourselves too consumed with our presence and begun hurting each other emotionally. And before we really hate each other to the fullest, I decided to move out. Lets face it, some people who are working great as friends and officemates, are not meant to dwell under one roof. That reality led me to Oranbo, the street of lonely but happy people...

Wish me luck...

Thou Shall Not Fear Singlehood

I was not looking for something when I found this draft on my email. I made it three years ago. And I guess its about time to you hear it. I cannot really believe it that I can really write something like this. lolx,.. just read it.

"While you are single, try looking at the bright side of it. You are free. You are completely in the driver’s seat, running your own vehicle. You have all the chances to meet new faces out of different places. You have all the time to discover your talents, skills and potential. You are in control of yourself. Try not to zero down on your life being single.

Relationship is not the only source of happiness. It has different forms and has many sources, like family, friends and the things around you. You may not see em because you are busy looking for a man whom you can call your boyfriend, struggling so hard to be in a relationship. What a desperate act. And surely you dont deserve it. NO!

Don’t over speed, if it’s not the right time for you to have a relationship, so be it. Because if you find someone just to satisfy your desperate need of a relationship, you may find the available guy (commonly known as mr. right now) but not the right guy. This will end into more painful situation, inflicting more sufferings to yourself. You might end up in a pure unadulterated self abuse or self sabotage.

Everything has its proper moment. Like a rose bud, its blooms at the right time. Never look for someone out of the desperation of having a boyfriend. Because committing in a relationship requires acceptance. Wait for the right time when someone will offer himself to you, to love you, care for you and to completely accept you of who you are. He is around you somewhere unseen by your eyes. You do not have a bf because he might be busy looking for you. Or when he was there knocking at your door, you are outside your house looking for someone else. Stay and wait. He will soon find you.

Try to wait for the right time. Love comes along when you least expect it. And when the right time comes, you will definitely have the satisfaction from the right kind of love you just need. Trust me, I’ve been to that but never did I look for someone to love. I just waited patiently. And when he knocks at my door, I was home to open, to welcome him inside me. And here I am, happy and proud to say, I am committed! Maybe I’m not that good looking but is loved by the one I love."

My relationship with LUELL was over.. three years ago. I am with another man right now. Someone i really really adore and care about. ... You know who this guy is right? I am proud of my relationship with Arnell.

Another Papalicious Conviction

It was one the boring days that I decided to scan some of my DVD collections with a hope to find a good watch. Then, I happen to realize I’ve been buying DVDs that I don’t actually watch. Maybe because I consume most of my free time playing with my PSP (how can i get so anti-social?) or maybe too lame to start another series which I know, would stop me from sleeping for days. So, I found a treasure on Lipstick Jungle I bought two months ago. (I am not sure)

I read about it and found out that the writer who wrote my old time favorite Sex and the City is same writer of the Lipstick Jungle. Because I love it her so much, I decided to give it a shot. A shot that remained to be a plan for months but was pushed through last night.

I didn’t like the first episode coz I thought it was boring. But after watching the second one, the series finally got me hooked. I ended up sleeping at 2 am but still feeling great waking up at 7am. I love the people, the characters, the place (its New York for God sake), the music (which terrifically fascinated me because I actually feel good listening to it while watching them move on the screen) and the men... (Yummilicous Papilicious men I should say)

And because I love you guys, (though I hate sharing my men) I’d like you to meet the newest certified member of my very own HMMMN PAPI list. ROBERT BUCKLEY. (Don’t you just love to see him shirtless?)

Drool over guys, I am having his babies soon.

Did I mention to you that I crushed on Hugh Jackman once? No, I didn’t? Oh yeah, I didn’t made it official because he is maybe too old for me. And I passed by the Lipstick Jungle and met this young and hot Robert, who I know is also full of c*m. Oh I’m sorry about that. I see a young Hugh Jackman on him but that’s not how I like him. Just look at him… and you’ll see why. This guy made me hate shirts. I love seeing men without it. Bwahahaha..

I know you want more. So here's more.

Money Cant Buy Love But Can Buy Happiness

ill be a millionare soon.. watch out..

No matter how you consider yourself a happy person, because you are surrounded with happy carefree individuals, there will always come a time when you will find yourself alone, staring at the blank ceiling, thinking about the not-so-glorious side of your life. This scenario visited me early this morning. I suddenly miss my life in Bicol, my mom, my dad and my sisters.

With these longing thoughts in my head, I decided to give my sister a ring just to cure this loneliness for a family. It was a relief, and I thank you SUN CELLULAR for bringing my family closer despite the distance.

I am however haunted with what my sister told me. “The bigger you receive, the bigger your expenses will be...” And this message rings the alarm. I've been denying this painful truth for months and here comes the acceptance part. Yes, I’ve been receiving a lot, and also spending too much. Do these things go hand in hand?

When I was in home my land, I am used to receive only a quarter of what I am receiving right now, yet I stayed satisfied with the things I can buy from that four digit salary. As a normal person, I aim to heighten up my wage so I decided to include myself to the bunch of hopeful travellers here in Manila, to have a new life and to be with the man I love as well. And because I live closer to Mr. Luck, the relocation thingy turned out successful. I am receiving four times bigger than my provincial rated income several glorious months ago.

The irony of it however is that, among the saddest of the saddest days of my life, this is the first time I ever experience being drought for like a month. Yes, I don’t have much money in my bank and my wallet also misses his bulge, yet i stayed fabulously beautiful. I cannot even buy the second hand OLYMPIC EDITION LENOVO E390 I really am dying to havr. What the fuck!

Lesson: It is maybe normal for a person to look for more if they think they can afford more and they deserve more. However, it is not bad to think about SAVING some. Okay, I may sound like a blabbing momma on an early morning month end, but this is actually true. I just wish I can restart doing it this summer. In fact, I know I can slow down on purchasing shirts online; spend unnecessarily on food that actually bloats me to this depressing size, and buy my favorite TV series. Or maybe I can trade that last resolution to just stop malling. I mean… Just this one, please? I love Sex and the City, and I need to buy the complete seven seasons. I think that made sense.

The Reason Why People Resign...

If working on your present job is starting to feel hard as looking for a new one, get the hell out of it. And I am a believer, but don’t hate my job. I even love doing product descriptions. I just hate some people around me. And I want them to disappear. If I only have selective vision, where I can set my eyes to see only the people I like and deselect those I hate. Grrr.. Can you just f*cking disappear, Assholes?!!!

I mean please…

JAY-R SIABOC and TERI AUNOR...

How are they related? Magkamukha di ba??

Soak Up The Sun: The Anak Ng Pasig Summer Weekend @ Pangasinan

And Yes!!! We went to Pangasinan to have fun fun fun and we sure had lots of it.
Sobra… Kahit Alam Kong Hindi Na Tama…

Take a look at these pictures to experience the fun we enjoyed and the fun that you missed.. hahahahahaha!!!

Kahit mga lalaki naging bakla na rin.. bwahahahahaha

The Sexiest Photo Next To Mine.. lolx

This is not a Save-The-Endangered-Species Campaign...

Beating the summer heat

Sitting right next to a certified HMMM PAPI

Having a lot of fun fun fun

We dont intend to be sexier than the BENCH AD

Oh la la!!!

And the best part is.....

I didn’t get that PENSHOPPE AD look I really want that I will soon regret. Thanks to the maximum sun protection of the BEACH HUT MAX, the only sunblock spray that has SPF 75 plus, for preserving my fair skin.

Next stop? Pack your sunblock and sunglasses guys as we all get another bumpy ride to…… Zambales!!! Yohoooo!!!!

Hmmm Papi...

Also known as Denny Duquette on Grey's Anatomy, John Winchester on Supernatural, and The Comedian on Watchmen, this Jeffrey Dean Morgan recently become the newest member of my “HMMM PAPI” LIST. Born with a spitting image of his fellow HMMM PAPI member Robert Downey Jr., Mr. Morgan blew me off like what Hugh Jackman did to me. Yes, I fell in love with him being William, an Irish band member of the movie P.S. I Love You.

This is Jeffrey, My Newest Hmmm Papi... delicious!!!

Isn’t he gorgeous? Don’t you just love his unique masculine appeal? Kasi ako baliw na baliw na ako sa kanya!!! Sobra… Kahit alam kong hindi na tama. Now that sounds like Maricel Soriano. Bwahahahahahaha

A TOAST for ARAXI REI...?

ohhh I'd love to own this look!!! whatdyathink?

After weeks of hibernation, I finally went out of my cave and I decided to hunt some blah blahs and have some feed. I happen to pass by NORTH EDSA and I see some butterflies after looking at how gorgeous the new PENSHOPPE billboard looks like. AWESOME.

And recently, believe it or not, I am measuring every possibility of getting that new PENSHOPPE look. I am not going crazy or what, but having that burnt tan skin and a bleach blonde head this summer is just hot. And so ARAXI REI is now, thinking about owning it as well.

If you are one of my friends, and also concern about my welfare, please help me figure out if I am making a big mistake or,… yeah, a Bigger one.

Happy Birthday Jaja

Jaja is not just a typical “VAVABOOM” with fierce personality, big boobies and voluptuous body, but a woman with a big heart as well. A natural-born cool-hearted individual who believes that love is the purpose of her creation. She is never afraid to express what she feels, translate it in words and spill it whenever she feels the need to. Dapat nga nireregaluhan ng brake fluid yan eh at ng magkaron naman ng preno minsan ang bunganga.. bwahahahahaha..

She loves entertainment. Artista, Commercial model, Sex bomb dancers.. lahat ng lumalabas sa TV at pelikula, gusting gusto nya yan. So, you will never see her sad as she loves being amused.. lalong lalo na siguro kapag sinayawan ng pagiling-giling na si OLIVER. Charoshness lang.

A girl with a very positive personality who deserves to have a group of fabulous friends like us, who loves her just the way she is and what she will become.

She also loves SEEEEXXX more she ever love her dress right now. (insert evil face) Kaya lang wala pa syang napipiling kapartner sa larangang ito. bwahahahaha. Ngayun, hanggang sa kwentuhan na lang muna. bwahahahaha!!!

dahil dyan... I wish her to finally find the prince who is willing to climb up her tower, and travel thru her long hair (na sya lang actually ang nagcreate at sinuportahan naman namin). A guy who likes being with her, loves her like the way her friends do, and accepts everything about her.

And of course, to live longer to serve the purpose of her existence. God bless you!!!

Happy Happy Birthday, JAJA..

We love you gurl…

Mwah

Me and My Big Self-Centered Mouth

Judgmental people around me think I am full-of-self. That I am a self-absorbed, self-centered, selfish brat, because I talk about myself all the time and I always want to be the center of attention. Well, I admit, there are too much about me that I really need to tell and I don’t run out of stories to blab about and I’d rather consume my calories talking about me than talking about anybody else, behind their backs. I think that made sense.

A Movie Review

Its not that I hate the movie, I was only expecting too much from it, so I end up disappointed. I thought this film comes next to TRANSFORMERS, the last super hero film that knocks me off my entire self. WATCHMEN is not a movie that your kids should watch. It is actually a mature film that talks about sex crimes, American-Soviet war issues and all the likes. There are also some explicit conversations that are only suite for adults. Dr. Manhattan also had several genital exposures on the entire movie. Plus the nipple exposure of Silk Spectre II and Nite Owl II during the making love scene might be exciting for adults but might turn out a little disturbing for young movie goers. So, this is not like X-Men or Superman but a simple PG-13 film.

It was not a superhero film, but a sluggish film version of the 1985 WATCHMEN comic series. Two hours and forty-five minutes is too lengthy which made the film boring. Gossips are spreading over the net that the writer actually dislikes how the movie was made and even the ones who actually read the book were totally disappointed how it was translated to a motion picture.

The effects were flawlessly done. At least they found the right team to make it a little realistic. The characters were able to portray their roles effectively. The costumes and settings are just superb. I have no negatives for that. The cinematography is brilliant and I guess the 1980’s setting is the best choice for the film. I’ll add more Kudos for the unpredictable ending that literally left my heart pounding for hours. Bravo!!!

My verdict? One star for the actors, story writer, costume and setting, and the staff who made the film at least a little exciting. A wrapped-up four stars for the WATCHMEN movie.

.. to the dyozas...

sorry naman stella and mich.. wala kayo dito.. umuwi kasi kayo agad..

I have been bugged lately by the reality that every friendship has to undergo a certain rough to be tough. And it became true to me after meeting my new peers. I don’t have to name them coz they know who they are and how special they are to me, next to my partner and my family.

Ok, I am materialistic, hard core social climber, self-centered, self-absorbed, blah blah.. name it... but being a plastic, I am not a big fan of, the reason why I really find it easy to stick to friends because i am not one big hell of a plastic. And yes, I am choosy when it comes to the people I wanna be with, every single day of my fcuking life. So, if you become my friend, you are great.

I am not really looking for someone who’s… very… hahaha... What I'd like to meet are those who can embrace me at my worst, and still find reasons to like me. I am a very transparent. Hiding emotions is not in my genes. Anything that comes out from me is what comes from the very core of my MEAN (which is never an issue) personality.

I am one of the few people with a grandiose case of narcissism. You'll always see me all over the place, like I want to be the subject of any discussion.. good or bad. I was born and was raised by my family to be a bitch, and they succeeded. That.. I don’t deny.

So, loving me as a friend is really a life-threatening decision and staying with me is a humongous sign of an exceptional endurance. Bless are those who become my friends. I thank them for the undying patience. Its not really easy being my buddy, my friends know that. So, I thank you with all of my heart... (even if i dont have one).

W2R0A0T9H

Making a resolution every time a New Year approaches is maybe one among the things I am trying to get away with this year. Yeah, I am not going to jot down my New Year resolution… or maybe that’s one.

My New Year resolution is to avoid making one... make sense to me.

Only a few changes this year, but changes are not resolution.

I am ready to be mean again. I miss bullying around like the way I did in college. I miss being hated by everybody. I am finally saying goodbye to MR. NICE GUY and welcoming back the old BITCHY me. This is so exciting.

I was recently introduced to this GILBEY’S PREMIUM STRENGTH with GREEN TEA EXTRACT that definitely brought back my lost passion towards alcohol. And yeah, I admit, 2008 was a little boring for me. Too much party I missed, because of my unwillingness to get drunk. And yeah I hated GIN so much, but loving it again after binging over GPS last night. I’d like to keep some on my fridge. I am not inviting you in. duh!

I am keeping some friends and throw away the unnecessary ones. I just thought about the importance of having a huge time for myself (one thing I forgot to give too much to, last year) and not for thinking about how to keep friends. I don’t need more. I only need the well-off ones. I’ll try to get those filthy riches in my bag so I can use them anytime I need one. In fact, I need a lot of gadgets. And I need more donations.

I am just tired of being nice. People used me because I am, so decided to stop… and its pay back time. I am consuming the entire year making my enemies hate their lives, to make them regret living. I will do every evil thing to make them miserable. That is a promise.

So beware.